This year

so this year ive made it my resolution to be more out going and out spoken.....of my issues that i have ir problems bothering me.....and to start this change im goign to write baout my major problem of dating a girl........which its a physical problem and it is that im not so sure about the whole physical aspect of it....i mean im not that confident in my looks...but im working on that but the big thing is im not sure if i can do what it takes to be with a waoman sexually...i have been with guys and yes i do know what to do but however i wish i didnt i mean part of that is playing the whole normal card and im not normal...i mean ive seen two girls together and i know what they do....im just so afraid that seeing as how i have a lack of expirence in this area im not as confident......haha nice for my first blog of the new year right? but seriously i just wonder if i will be able to do that and i know practice not perfection but yeah idk just soemthing i want off my chest......im such a loser haha