So mad at myself!

im so mad at myself! i went to a toy drive with my friend to help out and well i saw this really cute girl! shes was totally awesome. well yeah i didnt get her name and i wanted to. well anyways she was helping me pass out balloons and she was just so sweet. well she was there performing and before the performed she was face painting. and like we left after they performed and im so mad because im such a pussy, i swear i wanted to go ask her name and maybe get her e-mail...but no did i? hell no because she was around a group of people. bleh im so mad and i cant liek find the group she performed with! it sucks cause like i kinda really dig her i mean im actually attracted to her for more than her looks. and i barley know here. but i do want to get to know her. i dont even know if she is even gay! blah god hates me! why am i such a loser? i swear i need to get over this crap and be more bold. i guess now is the time to start