OMG

so anyways yeah i swear no one here gets me. like everyone thinks i just fall for the next girl in line and its not even like that. I dont get attracted to just any girl who is sweet and has a cute smile. im only attracted to certain people and its not like thats everyone. because i ahppen to genuinly like someone im falling to fast. why is it now days that if you want to hold someones hand or kiss them every once in awhile your being to clingy? or your falling in love and its to soon? i swear i wish it was back in the old days when people appreciated the small things or the little intimate gestures. because i joke around and say oh i so would touch her in her special places....i fall to fast for a girl. why cant people understand this. i swear. its like anything you do now is seen as you looking for the one? why cant i just be a 16 year old but yet still know how to treat a girl? im not looking for love. i mean yeah it would be nice to find it im just looking for someone to give my affections to and have them returned. and if i find love good for me. I just want to have a gf treat her nice and be me. im a hopeless romantic and i just want to show the side of me that does have feelings and wants to be loved? why is the world so sucky?