im jealous

so sue me. yeah so i have worked things out for the most part with my girlfriend. I do love her and she is the girl i want to marry one day. Yet i find myself jealous of the people who are around here when she is up there. I miss her in my arms. I miss her kiss. I miss waking up to her every morning. Its hard. I am very jealous. Yet I know that she loves me and that I love haer and nothing can change that but nature. I just hope that everythig will be worked out and that she will come down here soon and I hope that things will be better when she is here.